Now What?

Just got back from the gig. I talked about the hurricane. I had to. Just had to. It was not in disrespect of anything. I just had to, I was terrible tonight. It was in my head the whole time. I felt so constrcited. I couldn't find any flow. I felt held in.

So, I talked about it. I was scared, I'll be honest. But the minute I did, I was right-in to it, Got some applause, too.

So, maybe I'll get fired, which if you look at it from one side seems like a very bad idea. But, you know what - I can look myself in the mirroe and know I am the kind of MAN who stands up for what I believe in.

I never figured it would be like this. Perhaps my path is not what I envisioned - or maybe it's exactly as it should be.